The days ended

Cant imagine me posting here again so soon.

I just want to remember this day that i actually lost a friend.
a friend that have been with me for 2.5 years now...
and just because we cant meet up one day, is like the bonds between us is gone.
There is this strange feeling after this happens.
Its hard to explain...
its neither a sad or happy one..
but its emotional.
I really cant believe that I actually lost a friend in life due to selfishness between both of us.
the understanding between us js cracked and it went crashing down.

I dont have much to say about this or my friend anymore.
I can say i actually gave up being the bone of this relationship
its not working and i'm lying to myself day by day.
things changes, i know, but never expect that it happens so fast
Maybe its true from the saying that, the hardest thing in life is not making money or fame...
its about keeping a good relationship with everyone.
its not an easy task.
and it does not work one way.

I feel very sorry for my friend as i feel sorry for myself.
both of us will lose a very good friend soon..and there is no holes for this to be right again.
I dont think that things can be change back where it started.
life have to go on...and its best if we both stop hurting ourselves as we hurt each other.

having so many friends in life is a good thing...but maintaining it is no easy task.
i do respect those that actually have "best" friends that never forsake them in any way.
and yes...I agree that I been a bad friend to u.
I'm sorry for it.
I'm also sorry for going against you, sry for hurting you, sry for talking bad about u, sry about not having to spend more time with u.
I am indeed very sorry.

I always tot time will resolve things, but i was wrong...it heals wounds but leave scars.
scars that will be seen by others and yourself whole life.
I dont know wat to do now besides continuing my life studying as a student.
gaining more knowledge for my future.
This have been a very meaningful event to me.
I learn a lesson. A few actually.
I tot i was smart enuf, but i wasn't.
This is still more to learn about relationships with pple.
more to unfold.
more to experience.
and more to learn from.

I js want to wish you my friend,
all the best in your future,
in ur studies,
in your relationships with pple
in your new life

Have a save journey...
Take Care
and Goodbye.

signing off
-Alex N-

Inception

It js struck me today, that i have to blog about what's happening in my life now.
there are a few things that i have to share.
it's kinda personal but blogging is a way to keep dead memories.

Looking back at previous posts, i realize I'm actually talking about the same thing every year.
its been another year now since i last blogged.
and basically its about the same thing and person.
looking and reflecting back in my life.

But firstly, i would really like to thank God for this awesomeness in my life.
Its been long since i see miracles happen before my eyes.
Massive camp 2012 was great with so many unbelievable wonders happening.
back to the main topic....
it was a dream within a dream for me today.
its like i foresee this coming and i know this will happen one day...and the days was the pass few days.

Being Human or Living being is actually pretty complicated.
everyone experience different things in life.
everyone have diff personalities.
and everyone wants to be loved differently.
i can say that no one is perfect.

the rich..will have his/her defects
the talented will have his/her problems.
the caring suffers
the just being stepped on.

the world is like tat, no one is all supreme,
even Hitler died, even the Genghis khan was wipe out.
7Billon world population...and still, pple wait for the best to leach on.

this few days have been pretty depressing.
its the raya holidays and i'm back in Ipoh with my family.
with tons of stuff uncompleted, there's this eager to have fun.
but knowing myself best, i dislike prolonging things.

then came the problems. me being unable to go out with friends, parents high supervision,
things unsettled (car, photo) and even taking care of my family at times.
worst of all....being at stake of a friend wanting to unfriend me.
that was the most hurtful thing that ever occurred in the past and it happens again.

that led me to think for this few days.
what is life about if u actually make friends...being close with them...and at the end of the day,
the relationship breaks?
y things like this happens in life anyway?...Even the relationship between God and Men broke at the very beginning of the world.
Is this all about testing relationships?
that made me ponder....my believe...my faith...my friends...my family...

I was nvr raised up like every other normal families out there.
if u were to say love from parents...Yes i experience it..but i js don't like it...
I still don't get the attention that should i get from my parents....more like a burden then a..."love thingy"
but anyway, when other pple comes into the picture, such as close friends...
its diff...the present of them makes me feel alive...
i can say tat the ultimate goal in life is to have relationships and not to make money.
then it hit me again....what if u are in a situation that a friend wants to unfriend u?..and u dont want that to happen?
Lose-Win Principle.
and since i'm willing...i made the move to apologize...
once...twice....trice...
and my pardon was unpardon.
and when that happens...I have nth to say to myself or the person anymore.
than it hit me again and again...Y cant pple js forgive each other to keep the relationship?
U are my friend...friends accepts other friends bad...and help them in time of needs.
but this is not happening.
if unforgiven...and being rejected...
wats worse that that?...Silent treatment...and that was wat happen.
to cut things short and not making myself all emotional again...
life have to carry one...

Wednesday came...and surprisingly mom reads minds...
the weather today is js plain awesome....
and having Bacon rice for lunch? what could be better.
and because of all this...it made my day better. Thanks mom..

I js hope that there are no grudges between anyone
no unforgiveness...
no bitter hearts...
no anger...
no haterate...
and js no doubts in life on what had happen and wat there is to come.

thats all from me for now.
Hope everything gets better tmr and the days to come.
dont let pple bring you down but always bring pple up.
and when Faith goes against Facts of Science...
find your answers and not let it engoulf you alive.

Chou. Adios

When things dont make sense

Hye guys, i know its been long since i talk to my blog....sounds wrong-.-"
anyway...i'm still busy with uni stuff....assignments...quizzes and serving God in so many ways.
its been 4 weeks now since the first day of degree...
new friends..new subjects...new experience...
not to mention new lifestyle
i'm proud to say tat i have overcome alot of bad habits this sem...
some are like gaming(dota) sleeping late...(now 12.30am is my max)
my lazyness....and much much more
oh yea..btw...i shifted in to a new room recently...
with a Study nerd i can say,...somehow one way or another he influence me alot.
but i have been busy doing Techflow stuff for this 4 weeks
tat include a musical play production...weekly meetings and also church activities such as CGs and Sunday services...
I feel like i'm growing mentally and spiritually...
but...
something strikes me today....tats y i decided to tell the world wat it was
thru blogging..:)
i was in CG meeting hours ago...
when this question came up to me...
What is the final test in which a person come to understand God's will?
the 2 possible ans which became an argument in my mind was
a) To submit to a local minister
b)To pray,use bible study
, and reflection to find the lasting peace about a proposed direction

logically...b is the ans...
but then the group start saying tat a could be an ans too...
i disagree...but some1 rejected my idea...
so tat made me think for a little while..,,

can we possibly know God's will in our life thru our leaders and pastors ?

from what i know...loving God and Doing his wills is
a personal stuff with Him alone....
more like a personal relationship...
i dont think that some1 else can tell you wat God have/had plan for us all...

that brought me to another level of critical thinking...
some Christians are born Christians...meaning to say..they follow their parents faith
other are pre-believers that found the path of Almighty God.
and the diff tat separate this 2 groups are the actual seed panted in each of us...
(I lost my words and I went into a deep prayer)

things have changed now....the world is getting cruel....
and the survive...the cruel way is one of the ways...
but dont 4get...there is also the ultimate way...which is THE WAY THROUGH GOD
and i truly believe that someday i will experience this change in the world and also in me.

dear brothers and sisters...friends...and those whom i not yet know...
do not be easily shaken by the word of others..but
listen to the Holy spirit...and use to World of God to identify his voice...and not to hear the voices of the evil one...
for the voice of truth says do not be afraid.

I hope that things in the future will be bright for me...and my friends...
and to the Pre- Believers out there.....One day..your time will come..and to be touched...
I js pray tat one day..you will also be a living testimonial to others...
till Jesus comes again..

So tats it from me....
hope you all will enjoy this life givin by God unto us....
use it for Him...and to do his works...
all this I pray in Jesus name..
Amen.

have a nice day. :)

uni

Dear Students,

This is to inform that there have been a series of discussions held with the Students Representatives Council, International Students Society and groups of students in addition to the dialogue session held with students on 3^rd March 2011 at the Dewan Seri Sarjana, which are all part of UNITEN’s Management’s continuous engagement with students. In that respect, UNITEN Management Council are pleased to inform that, after taking into consideration the welfare and security of students in UNITEN apartments, the following actions have been implemented :-

1. UNITEN will bear the RM40.00 initially preloaded in the prepaid meter (please refer to the circular sent on 8^th March 2011 )

2. The electricity tariff will be reduced by about 15% from RM0.397/kwh to RM0.340/kwh with effect from 8^th March 2011 (please refer to the circular sent on 8^th March 2011 )

3. Discussion will be held with TNB on the reduction of the overall tariff for students accommodation

4. Library has been opened 24 hours for students to prepare for their coming semester examination

5. Potholes will be covered in our campus road

6. An additional parking space adjacent to BN parking area will be opened to students (from May Semester)

7. A security guard house has been located behind MURNI

8. Security at MURNI has been enhanced by stationing extra guards

9. All perimeter lightings & spotlights are now in working condition

10. Small barbed wires have been installed at the piping from level 1 to level 2 to prevent intruders from climbing up into students apartments at MURNI

11. Installation of additional locks to the balcony at MURNI apartments up to Level 4 have been installed

12. All corridor lightings are in working condition

13. CCTV will be installed behind MURNI (and possibly AMANAH) and for which the procurement process are on-going

14. Latches for padlock will be installed either at students cupboards or room doors in all UNITEN apartments to avoid cases of theft (though we are seeking advise from BOMBA on padlocking the room doors, as to whether it is in compliance with safety requirements)

15. Perimeter fencing between I5 and I4 will be enhanced

16. UNITEN has covered wireless to the various area as below:

a. COE Food Court

b. COE for Block BN and BM all floors

c. Library 2^nd Floor

d. Admin Food Court

e. COGS Lounge Area

f. DSS and DSS Food Court

g. COIT Ground Floor

In addition, in this FY, UNITEN is in the midst of expanding the coverage at Food Court 2 and Masjid common area. In next FY, insya’allah, wireless coverage will be available at Library whole floors.

We take this opportunity to also inform our students that UNITEN Management Council will continue to upgrade the facilities provided in campus for the benefit of UNITEN’s students and staff.

Thank You.

Prof.Ir.Dr.Kamal Nasharuddin Bin Mustapha

Deputy Vice Chancellor (Students Affairs, ALUMNI and Management).

Js too much to say

Yes I'm back...
after err...dono how many freaky months...
Tmr will be my last day of sem break..:C
and I js got my results Yest
and its GPA 3.0
its not really high but i really am great full
my grade increase with a 0.2
Thank the Lord for this really...
My aim for the up coming sem should be 3.1 or 3.2
trust me...I can do it...

somehow one way or another..
3rd sem will be very very very GG-fied for me
I think work loads will double
I'm now even active in Techflow as the Mass Com director
not mentioning about my club meetings back home in Ipoh
but I really want to prove to pple around me...my mom....friends...uni mates tat
God is no barrier in Education
I always trusted God for the things he have and yet to be done on me...
sounding abit Godly right?...haha tats me :D

coming back to updates from the holidays...
1st week was kinda dull actually..
i "babi-ed" like 12-13 hours a day...and I have no Afternoons...
but when weekends comes...
I went back KL
stayed in Tjoe's house for 2 days
hogging his comp..and his games....and his BED? XD hahaha
but the main intention was to attend a LTC (leadership training camp)
by techflow...speaker: uncle Abraham ...campers...Techflow committee...
was an awesome camp by the river side...
had BBQ for lunch
and a good session from speaker...
and best of all...i over come by phobia to water by 70%
this was by going up stream
got some cuts and bruises doe..:C
but its worth the exp and advanture

to cut things short...
I got my legs back in Ipoh by sunday....
and there i was...bored restless and doing stupid things...
but this week was alot more special then other weeks....
many things did happen...

1stly...I found out how weak and terrible uniten IT system was...and their firewall protection (wish not to review any details)

2ndly...how develope Ipoh has been since the last time I came back..
(even my dawg grew XD )

I went out with her finally...and it was a very meaningful day...
got to know her more...and talk crap..XD

anyhow...most of my schoolmates were not free...due to improper timing..=="
so...cant hang out with any gangs...
got to know tat even Church Youth is dying...:C
I really need to pray for tat...
parkson has develop alot too...4th floor has more shop lots now...and even a 5G shop!!!
but one thing bad is...Ipoh is getting LALA...
food price are going up....
and pau(s) are getting smaller day by day...
OH MY CHAR SIEW :C

talking about charsiew...
mom fed me with PORK PORK AND PORK...arrgghh
i like it but...its js too much...:(
and yea...holidays with my new phone...
not the Nokia E8
but its SE U5 vivaz
its not tat bad...although alot of ple hate sybian...
its still a phone anyway...

I got more to say...
but time is js a limiting factor...
got 2 videos to do...
bank to go to...
and...yea a uni to get back to....
I js miss the good old days where i can Game 22 hours a day...
haiz....looks like uni like is not so relaxing at all...
miss the good old days...

signing off
~alex

This is DOTA

25 Signs of Dota Addiction

1. Whenever you lose a Dota game, you want to grab your weak team mate and punch him in the face.

2. Your left thumb is always on the alt button whatever you're doing at your computer. Maybe you want to check your facebook friend's hp bar.

3. When you get amazed at anything you call it 'imba'. 'He scored 99 at his math test, imba!'. You also call things that annoy you, 'imba. 'That guy is imba, he is damn fat'.

4. You relate people's appearances with Dota characters. You call guys with sharp teeth, Gondar. You call black friends, Nevermore. You call ugly fat guys, pudge.

5. Winning a Dota game makes you feel like a celebrity. You stand up feeling that everyone is looking at you. You tend to snob weaker players and treat them as your fans.

6. You start getting fat because of lacking exercise but you ignore it. You think that as long as you win, you'd be a handsome celebrity.

7. You play Dota from the moment you wake up until the last hour you are awake. Then, you continue playing in your dream.

8. Playing Dota is having several code names like, "mom, I'm doing my research I'll be home at 2am.", "yeah, dad I'm changing the tires of my car.", "hello sweetheart, where am I? (thinking...) Damn, damn, the battery is low... (turn cell phone off and resume game)"

9. You become so thrifty on anything except on Dota. You would endure not buying food for breakfast, lunch and dinner, then spend everything you earn playing Dota.

10. Dota became a third party on your relationship. Your girlfriend is starting to let you choose between her and Dota. The worse thing is, you choose Dota.

11. You say the word 'aw' in really life. Girlfriend: "my mom is sick." You: "aw, sorry to hear that.."

12. You have a facebook photo album full of Dota screen shots though people don't really care about it.

13. You judge the totality of the person based on how good he plays. Ugly but good player would say, "How the hell that noob guy got a hot girlfriend?! I'm gonna tell his gf that he's noob so she can change her mind."

14. You are enumerating Dota character names while doing other things like watching tv, walking to school, cooking, eating, pooping, dating.

15. Sexy fan arts of lady Dota characters make you aroused. Worse, you search for more sexy pics of Dota character. Worst! You search for their nude pics.

16. You find it difficult to sleep after losing a Dota game. Your body rotates like 30 times while thinking before you sleep. You even hammer your pillow and repeat a phrase several times, like "I did my best!". And sometimes, you'd do the most pathetic thing ever you can do with your life, you cry.

17. When you go to a party with your friends to hang out, the topic you're going to discuss are the following: Dota games played, Dota new plan, Dota character's strengths and weaknesses, and how 'imbalance' is the food you're eating.

18. You try teaming up with good players because you get so afraid to lose a Dota game. You feel like losing a Dota game would turn you into a vapor and dissolve out from this planet.

19. You remember the exact time you bought all your items but forget the time your home will be locked.

20. You try to play better whenever a girl is near, thinking that they would approach and ask you to be her boyfriend after.

21. The years you are addicted to Dota would be the years you are in a different world, forgetting your real life. You wake up suddenly, "wtf, I'm 30 and I'm still at high school?!"

22. You depend on Dota games whether you'd be having money for your meal or not.

23. It's your birthday and your birthday wish is to play Dota and won't be disturbed by anyone.

24. You start to have a hot-temper, like you want to cast lightning bolt on your teacher.

25. This is the ultimate test. Check your yahoo messenger, if 90% on the list are Dota buddies, congratulations! You are within the portals of Dota Realm.

I don't want you to give up your priorities. Dota should never come first nor second. There are a lot of things to focus on. If you are making enough money from Dota to run a big family, no problem. What you should spend time thinking about is how to be successful in your real life, not your Dota life. Treat this game, not your studies, as past time. Play for fun. The only thing that can beat all the strategies I told you is having fun. If you have fun, nothing can beat you. Win or lose, you still won because you didn't waste your time being slamming your keyboard out of stress. This is the main purpose of games - to have fun.

Phone

Nokia E5

General	2G Network	GSM 850 / 900 / 1800 / 1900
	3G Network	HSDPA 900 / 1900 / 2100
		HSDPA 850 / 1900 / 2100
	Announced	2010, April
	Status	Available. Released 2010, August

Size	Dimensions	115 x 58.9 x 12.8 mm, 75 cc
	Weight	126 g

Display	Type	TFT, 256K colors
	Size	320 x 240 pixels, 2.36 inches
		- QWERTY keyboard

Sound	Alert types	Vibration, MP3 ringtones
	Speakerphone	Yes
		- 3.5 mm audio jack

Memory	Phonebook	Practically unlimited entries and fields, Photocall
	Call records	Detailed, max 30 days
	Internal	250 MB; 256MB RAM
	Card slot	microSD, up to 32GB, 2GB included, buy memory

Data	GPRS	Class 32
	EDGE	Class 32
	3G	HSDPA 10.2 Mbps; HSUPA 2.0 Mbps
	WLAN	Wi-Fi 802.11 b/g, UPnP & DLNA technology
	Bluetooth	Yes, v2.0 with A2DP
	Infrared port	No
	USB	Yes, v2.0 microUSB

Camera	Primary	5 MP, 2592 x 1944 pixels, fixed-focus, LED flash, check quality
	Video	Yes, VGA@15fps
	Secondary	No

Features	OS	Symbian OS v9.3, Series 60 rel. 3.2
	CPU	ARM 11 600 MHz processor
	Messaging	SMS, MMS, Email, Push Email, IM
	Browser	WAP 2.0/xHTML, HTML
	Radio	Stereo FM radio with RDS
	Games	Downloadable
	Colors	Carbon Black, Chalk White, Sky Blue, Copper Brown, Silver Grey
	GPS	Yes, with A-GPS support; Ovi Maps
	Java	Yes, MIDP 2.0
		- Document editor (Word, Excel, PowerPoint), PDF viewer - MP4/H.264/H.263/WMV player - MP3/WAV/WMA/eAAC+ player - Flash Lite v3.0 - Voice command/dial - Organizer - Predictive text input

Battery		Standard battery, Li-Ion 1200 mAh (BL-4D)
	Stand-by	Up to 635 h (2G) / Up to 670 h (3G)
	Talk time	Up to 13 h 10 min (2G) / Up to 5 h 15 min (3G)
	Music play	Up to 38 h

Misc	SAR US	1.18 W/kg (head) 1.12 W/kg (body)
	SAR EU	0.88 W/kg (head)

Price group 150 euro=RM600+

Five (5) lessons to make us think about the way we treat people.
>>>
>>>1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
>>>
>>>During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a
>>>conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the
>>>last one:
>>>
>>>
>>>'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?'
>>>
>>>Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times.
>>>She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
>>>
>>>
>>>I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended,
>>>one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
>>>
>>>
>>>'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people.
>>>All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is
>>>smile and say 'hello.'
>>>
>>>
>>>I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
>>>
>>>2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
>>>
>>>One night, at 11:30 p.m. , an elderly African-American woman was standing on the
>>>side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
>>>
>>>broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag
>>>down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of
>>>in those conflict-filled 60s... The man took her to safety, helped her get
>>>assistance and put her into a taxicab.
>>>
>>>
>>>She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him.
>>>Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant
>>>console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached...
>>>
>>>
>>>It read:
>>>'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain
>>>drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because
>>>of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he
>>>passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others.'
>>>
>>>
>>>Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.
>>>
>>>3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.
>>>
>>>In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a
>>>hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front
>>>of him.
>>>
>>>
>>>'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked.
>>>
>>>'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress.
>>>
>>>The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
>>>
>>>'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired.
>>>
>>>By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing
>>>impatient.
>>>
>>>
>>>'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied.
>>>
>>>The little boy again counted his coins.
>>>
>>>'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said.
>>>
>>>The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away.
>>>The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left.When the waitress
>>>
>>>came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
>>>table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five
>>>pennies...
>>>
>>>
>>>You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to
>>>leave her a tip.
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
>>>
>>>In ancient times, a king had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself
>>>and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's
>>>wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many
>>>loudly blamed the king for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything
>>>about getting the stone out of the way.
>>>
>>>
>>>Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the
>>>boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to
>>>the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After
>>>the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the
>>>road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
>>>from the king indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the
>>>boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand!
>>>
>>>
>>>Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.
>>>
>>>5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
>>>
>>>Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a
>>>little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
>>>chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old
>>>brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the
>>>antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to
>>>her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his
>>>blood to his sister.
>>>
>>>
>>>I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying,
>>>'Yes I'll do it if it will save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
>>>bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to
>>>her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.
>>>
>>>
>>>He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start to
>>>die right away'.
>>>
>>>
>>>Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
>>>doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
>>>sister all of his blood in order to save her.

Uni...not a place for every1

Uni life is getting hectic ...
its work work work
study study study
assignments assignments
activities activities and more activities...haiz
There is not much time for myself i can say...

No time to work out
No time for Gym
No time to Socialize
No time to Play games
No time to Sleep!!
and worst of worst, no time to Eat!

I'm becoming anti social...
sick.....
bored....
tired....
help!!

I got Camp....Test...Quiz....Exam...Homework....Assignments...Responsibility
and all i ask for is time...

Oh God...I pray for ur amazing grace to be upon me right now
I pray for ur wisdom too.........
and Hands of Protection too
Amen

Its gona be a bz week for me....
Sry if i have been rejecting most of u guys...
pls do understand...
I am also sry to alot of pple...
i do make mistakes....
so do 4give me

~alex

Has been Long

Omg...dead Blog!!...
nah..js dont have the mood/time/effort to update my blog
sry to every tat views my blog for the pass 1 month...
some how i have nth much to say

I js miss my Hometown IPOH!
the food (PORK!)
the lazy life
the friends
my awesome bros and sis
and almost everything back in town

but i'm stuck here in uniten (if u dont know)
studying for my 2nd sem tat has 3 core subjects
and very hectic almost every single day

I have some regrets...but i nvr will go back..
so I js wana tell u all...
I'm doing my best to improve
and God has always been there to guide me

tats all for now..
Wishing all a Happy Raya! and Happy Holidays
See u guys in IPOH!
coming back this thursday evening (if nth blocks me)

adios chou!

(as usual..some random pic for humor)

Mario or Luigi?

Saman!

Achievement

awwww



Too Public?

Where u got tat Big Chicken?

Full--->empty

Zoom in :D

His Laptop is in his Brains

The Useful king

Zoom in..this should be Fun

New air Bender

Low Profile

Cool off

In a row

Green Car

TMNT

Awwww :D

I js love this!

=.="

I use to do this too XD

UltraMAN

Fries Tower!