When things dont make sense

Hye guys, i know its been long since i talk to my blog....sounds wrong-.-"
anyway...i'm still busy with uni stuff....assignments...quizzes and serving God in so many ways.
its been 4 weeks now since the first day of degree...
new friends..new subjects...new experience...
not to mention new lifestyle
i'm proud to say tat i have overcome alot of bad habits this sem...
some are like gaming(dota) sleeping late...(now 12.30am is my max)
my lazyness....and much much more
oh yea..btw...i shifted in to a new room recently...
with a Study nerd i can say,...somehow one way or another he influence me alot.
but i have been busy doing Techflow stuff for this 4 weeks
tat include a musical play production...weekly meetings and also church activities such as CGs and Sunday services...
I feel like i'm growing mentally and spiritually...
but...
something strikes me today....tats y i decided to tell the world wat it was
thru blogging..:)
i was in CG meeting hours ago...
when this question came up to me...
What is the final test in which a person come to understand God's will?
the 2 possible ans which became an argument in my mind was
a) To submit to a local minister
b)To pray,use bible study
, and reflection to find the lasting peace about a proposed direction

logically...b is the ans...
but then the group start saying tat a could be an ans too...
i disagree...but some1 rejected my idea...
so tat made me think for a little while..,,

can we possibly know God's will in our life thru our leaders and pastors ?

from what i know...loving God and Doing his wills is
a personal stuff with Him alone....
more like a personal relationship...
i dont think that some1 else can tell you wat God have/had plan for us all...

that brought me to another level of critical thinking...
some Christians are born Christians...meaning to say..they follow their parents faith
other are pre-believers that found the path of Almighty God.
and the diff tat separate this 2 groups are the actual seed panted in each of us...
(I lost my words and I went into a deep prayer)

things have changed now....the world is getting cruel....
and the survive...the cruel way is one of the ways...
but dont 4get...there is also the ultimate way...which is THE WAY THROUGH GOD
and i truly believe that someday i will experience this change in the world and also in me.

dear brothers and sisters...friends...and those whom i not yet know...
do not be easily shaken by the word of others..but
listen to the Holy spirit...and use to World of God to identify his voice...and not to hear the voices of the evil one...
for the voice of truth says do not be afraid.

I hope that things in the future will be bright for me...and my friends...
and to the Pre- Believers out there.....One day..your time will come..and to be touched...
I js pray tat one day..you will also be a living testimonial to others...
till Jesus comes again..

So tats it from me....
hope you all will enjoy this life givin by God unto us....
use it for Him...and to do his works...
all this I pray in Jesus name..
Amen.

have a nice day. :)