Everything was done so You would come.

Joseph.
Techflow Musical Play 2012.

Remembering the very first day when the committee decided to make a musical play again.
Choosing people to take up respective post for Musical committee.
And the time when Barry approached me to tell me that i was in charge of Marketing and Publicity.

At first, I tot I had nth to do with the theme of this play.
but as days and days goes by....Challenges in life takes over.
I was beginning to hate people around me.
I was beginning to get fire up easily over small problems.
I was also very emotional.

Everything seems to be Failing.
Quackathon was under expectation.
I got stressed. I got pissed. I got the feeling of giving up.
But God told me to persevere. and so i did.

Climax point was right after Quackathon 2012.
I felt that a whole box full of 2000+ yellow rubber ducks are js thrown off my shoulders into the pool.
The feeling was good. The effort paid off.
And i tot it was all over. but it was not.

A week b4 the Musical, I was having a lot of energy to waste to make this musical happen.
The feeling of wanting to get everything done was there.
Nights of staying up late.
finishing Props, sounds and Deco's.
Even though so many are already tired and stressed, I believe that words of encouragement will help them do better.

And then came the day,
The excitement fills the cup and prayers was done.
4 months of preparation, 3 weeks of intensiveness.
and WALAH! JOSEPH, a story of perseverance and forgiveness.

when people start filling the hall.
It was like deja vu.
flashbacks of the previous musical play kicks in.
Friends greet me. wishing me all the best.
It was like the best moment. but ....
the best is save for last.

after many many panics, miscommunication, tension and stress.
I can say tat this Musical was the best I have ever seen.
Like always, I had fun at the back knowing everything that was going on.
Laughter's, emo times, and even WTPharaoh times.

At the end of the day. Its all over.
Friends taps my shoulder saying the musical was better then movies.
some even wish me well done.
Emotions filled my heart.
I can feel it in other crews hearts too.

I cant believe its all over now. and PMS will continue for quite some time.
I cant believe that all this was done in just a short timing.
Best part is, the message of Forgiveness and Perseverance really spoke loudly.
I saw relationships renewed.
miracles happened.
and Forgiveness all over.

Till next Year. All glory to God.

When everything seems to be over

10/11/12 Good day to write.

Just got done with Quackathon last Wednesday 10/10/2012.
I can say it was a successful event, but i can see that it could have been done better.
owh well, its over now.

thinking again, it's not.
Musical is less then 5 days away.
final preparation or should i say last minute preparation is killing everyone.

But the funny thing is...It's not killing me. I'm done with Quackathon.
and all i have to do now is Lights.
then i ponder and started to think.
No, its not over yet.

shits arise, problems fills the air in the meeting room.
And worse of all, Stupid pple conquer the highest post.
Yes...when i say stupid...I really mean stupid.

I dont mind if u are joking with your ideas, but when it comes to seriousness, and giving such dumb, immature and freaking brainless ideas, it really pisses me off.

talking about going around the bush for 1 hour and getting back to square one.
talking about deciding on something that you dont even need it to be discuss.
and u cant even make a final discussion as a leader.

Is it just me?
or is this world so hard to live in?
I tot evolution makes humans smarter.
Y are so many still so immature at their ages?

Owh well, i could not bother more.
all i worry now is Techflow Committee and how it will be in the future.
Head is not being head, tail not being tail.
and high expectation on the body to link both together.

These things has been going thru my mind for a very long time.
whether to continue to serve as a committee in techflow or serving Him in other ways.
I prayed, and i js hope things will get better as days goes by.
I hope God will give me an answer.
I js hope pple will be able to think well.

I do not wish that conflicts continue to occur.
More misunderstanding arise
and problems getting in the way.

I hope all is well..and my days will be joyful.

Phone...I need U!

Samsung Galaxy Note II N7100

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Memory	Card slot	microSD, up to 64 GB
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Data	GPRS	Yes
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	USB	Yes, microUSB (MHL) v2.0, USB Host support

Camera	Primary	8 MP, 3264x2448 pixels, autofocus, LED flash, check quality
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Battery		Standard battery, Li-Ion 3100 mAh
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More on the Note 2

A whole new 1st Week

Uni life is back.
people are back with more news and stories to tell.
but not for me.

I have been back a week earlier to prepare for Techflow's Musical Play 2012.
Intensive week was indeed intense for most of my friends.
whereas for me, it went on fine.

helping pple in needs, mixing around with new friends and even doing some props.

Things was well till issues starts to kick in.

Friends losing their trust to other friends.
Bigger powers not responsible of their works.
excessive workload on certain groups of pple.
Even issues with communications.

Above all this, I always believe that one day, all this will be over.

relationships renewed like before.

work less study more.

and power to be restored to the rightful owners.

And for the emo part:

I been thinking again this few days.

some questions are hard to explain and answering them is merely impossible.

but one question really bugged me a lot.

Whether to continue serving in Techflow for the following term.

there are a few reasons that i can share freely.1. What will I do for the next term?

2. What position should I take?
3. Should I take the lead or become a follower again?
4. Is God really working in Techflow now?
5. Should there be a change in Techflow?
6. How are the new ones going to learn from the seniors?
7. How will this affect Techflow in the Future?
and so on.

But the worst thing was Continuing serving for 2 terms.
if i take this coming term.
and once all my seniors leave.
there will only be 2 of us left.
and surely one of us must be the President.
and surely both of use will serve the next term.
so in other words, if i take this term...I have to take the other too.

I asked Mr.Mike whether the reelection will be dissolving or adding.
and his ans wasn't surprising.
With the current head of Techflow not going the way the others want,

 I foresee troubles ahead.
I really dont know wat to do now.
I believe that God will make a way.
I indeed Pray.

but things must be done. Things cannot be left hanging there to rot.
but i was afraid.

I js want to be selfish and keep the problems unresolved. 

"Why should we stain our hands with blood"
Things are not the way I like it anymore.
democracy is js a word used to keep hearts calm.
Humans evolves everyday, becoming smarter and more cunning.
We js have to outsmart pple around us to stay strong.

Musical is js around 2 weeks more.
Preparations have been made this far.
Lots more of stuff have to be done.
Quackathon will be held this coming Wednesday 5/5/2012.
and I'm like the PIC for tat event.
Hard to say but I have no high expectation on this event.
All i know is just to do it for the sake of doing it.

I dont know why things are going off course.
is it the 20 in my age that causes God to test me once again?
If it is so...I hope i have the strength to go thru.
Perseverance and Forgiveness.
Easy said, Difficult to be done.

Yesterday, I have some time with friends eating. 

Somehow my brains remembered all my happy childhood stories.
and I shared it openly.
I regretted actually. but it was done.
I went back after tat because of an upset stomach.
I wanted to take a rest but all i can do was remembering all my

parents did to me when i was a small kid.
I couldn't sleep.
I have no appetite for dinner.
and my heart cries loud.

Things are not the same anymore.
Sem is different.
Subjects gets harder.
Knowing pple deeper withing.
being closer to those i haven be talking to.
even getting myself stuck in a weird situation.

all i can say now is this is a test.
The cake is not a Lie.
there will be something at the end of this road.
or even better, there wont be an end to the road i have chosen.
I js hope the best of my life.
Same goes for you.