Pist and Sad

i feeling so called EMO today...
for the very 1st time in....erm....dont know how long...
it is mainly because of my SPM trials result...

as for today...
i got my physic paper....
which i am very confident i will get an A1....or maybe an A2....
but it ended up very disappointing.....
very very!!...
HIAZ...
as most of u know or dont know....
physic subject has 3 papers...
mainly calles Paper 1, Paper 2, and Paper 3...

as usual...paper 1....is objective...
paper 2...subjective.....
and paper 3...experiment...

and now 4 the bad news...
i got back the first paper...
and i was shocked to see 41/50....
i was kinda pist of it at first...
cos i was expecting only a few mistakes here and there...
but it ended up with 9 wrong...zz...

next is paper 3...
and i was shocked again...
its 36/40...
which i can say...quite good...

...and when i got my paper 2...
shocked agian...to see....my marks....
written in red and in the square where it is stated TOTAL...
it was 42...
and it was over 100%...
...
...
...
my heart broke....
for the very 1st time i getting less then halve in paper 2...
and it is below average...
as u all know....
the total 4 all the papers is 190....
and we need to calculate it and round it to over 100%...

so i did...
and guess wat...
its 63....
+1 mark for my project...which is counted as a bonus...
but anyway...its still a C!!!!!

i remain silent for few minutes while my phy teacher go through the obj paper...
...not bothering about my paper 1 and 3...
i check back my paper 2...
....
things i don't expect to get incorrect is all wrong...
i think i did no mistakes....
only 1 or 2 i guess...
but mostly...
all my ans is not accepted....
and my teacher mark it all wrong...

...
and while checking...
one of my friend called me...
he told me tat
he can bet me in my motor project...(5marks for best, 3 marks if it works, and 1 mark if there is a project)...
i got pist....cos my mood was totally out......
so i shouted at him...
and i said..
DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN!!!...
and i said it in front of many of my friends...

after a few sec...
i realize i was wrong...
i shouldn't have said tat...
i feel so sorry...
SRY TAN KIAN!...

....
i continue checking my paper 2...
and i found many of my answers are worth debating to get some extra marks...
a few marks is good enuf for me to get and B...
but to reach an A...i need 20 marks....
which is...totally impossible to find...

still pist...
i js stayed in class and pay attention to my teacher...
after class...
my mood got better...
as it was time to test my motor project...

after many test....
it does not seem to work well
and when every1 left...
Tan kian and I stayed back for a few minutes to continue testing our project

and finally...
we did it...
my made a complete spin...
360 degrees at first...
but teacher did not see..
so not counted...
so when teacher came over to observe...
i tried again...
and it sin 5 times...
haha...
i was so hapi...
but i found out many things i can do to make it better...
so
i gave the chance to Tan Kian aka TK
TK model was must better cos it was tested a few times already...
after few modification...
he one..turns like a crazy toy:P...
it was fast...
but there were sparks...!!
mine was powerful...
cos of the many coils...
his was light...and can turn fast...
so....

lets see who will win..
but the credit goes to me for sure...
anyway...
ALL the BEST to the 2 of us:P...


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Tats all for today...
My mood is good now...
thx to the motor...
ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN THEIR PROJECT TOO!!

Finally...

Got a lot to say through out my whole week of holidays although is not yet even halfway through it.

since its long...i summarize it:) (wat i do best)

1st:its about my school life...

a lot about it....and the main thing is about my SPM exam...
as u all know...its a Public Exam..duhh..
and its important...
so...STUDY lo...
i kinda spend few days...3 days to be exact....studying bio and phy...
neerdy ah...
haha...
anyway..i did enjoy myself too:)...

it was also a time of worries for me...
some1 (i call him X) made me worry for the whole week...
X and I did argue a lot last time...but we got back together...
every thing was peaceful till....the week b4 the holidays...
which also aka EXAM WEEK!
i dont really know wat happen till today...
he js..ignored me...through the week...and i was seriously blur...
i was worried tat the same thing tat happen last time occur again...
finally...i got him back...we spend some time chatting on9....and i feel the oddness again...
i js dont understand things about him...and his characteristics...
tat made him a SPECIAL guy...
cool eh...
so eventually we settle this problem between us by js...starting it over again...
as (so called friend)...
i was surprise tat he was...so called...ok...
he told me he was...
so i js live with it...
and finally our prob is settle...
(dont wana elaborate futhur...)

getting back...

the second thing is about my church life...
and my life with God...
I posted this as my pm on MSN:

SALVATION IS HERE AND IT LIVES IN ME....SALVATION IS HERE!!

and i totally agree with wat i js said...
i know most of u dont und wat i am saying...but many does...
so...
i can explain if u wan...js nudge me on MSN or facebok...
hehe...

I went bowling with my church friends...
and i got 2nd last:P...among 5...
not bad after 5 years of not playing right:)...
but the money(RM4.50) we pain is not about the game
its about the time we spend together and the laughter tat makes us HAPPY..
ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT...
had a great time...
after tat...we spend most of out time in the music stall talking...
wat we love best...

through the week...
I MAKAN alot!!
haha...
but i nvr pun on weight...cos i already heavy:P...
wat i care...
FOOD FOR LIFE!!...
haha
GILA!
but the worst meal i got was...Mummy's friend rice!!
side dishes includes curry, prawn(tiger prawns), sticky bean aka ladies fingger..
haha...
almost blot my tummy...
oh ya...i ate 5 plates of fried rice btw:P...haha...
the next day..
i spend more then 30min in the toilet...
u know wat...haha...


tats about it...
my 1/2 holiday...
will be updating again soon...
bye!!...

~alexN~

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SHOFAR

Coolest horn I ever seen...!!

A type of horn used by the Jewish to welcome the new year

Divje Babe flute
Drawing of disputed flute by Bob Fink
Material	Bone
Created	Late Pleistocene (43100 ± 700 BP)
Discovered	1995 near Cerkno, Slovenia
Present location	National Museum of Slovenia, Ljubljana

The Divje Babe flute is a cave bear femur pierced by spaced holes that was found at the Divje Babe archeological park located near Cerkno in northwestern Slovenia. It has been suggested that it is the world's oldest known musical instrument.

Add maths

BEFORE TRIALS:Study add maths for 1 hour only b4 the test...wat to do....nth seems to enter my head...:(

DURING TRIALS:add maths test was easier then expected...but...cant be too confident...nvr know mistakes can pop out anywhere..:(
AFTER TRIALS:like usual....every1 will be discussing about the add maths paper after the test...as for me....i js dont get wat every1 is saying....i'm so blur.....y do u have think so much...js look forward LA!

LALALA

Trails for 3 weeks....wont be updating my blog often T.T
whatever...I'm still on9:P
haha

all the best for those who r taking trials like me
ALL THE BEST TO ALL FORM 5 AND FORM 6!!!

STUDY hard PPLE!!