Pist and Sad

i feeling so called EMO today...
for the very 1st time in....erm....dont know how long...
it is mainly because of my SPM trials result...

as for today...
i got my physic paper....
which i am very confident i will get an A1....or maybe an A2....
but it ended up very disappointing.....
very very!!...
HIAZ...
as most of u know or dont know....
physic subject has 3 papers...
mainly calles Paper 1, Paper 2, and Paper 3...

as usual...paper 1....is objective...
paper 2...subjective.....
and paper 3...experiment...

and now 4 the bad news...
i got back the first paper...
and i was shocked to see 41/50....
i was kinda pist of it at first...
cos i was expecting only a few mistakes here and there...
but it ended up with 9 wrong...zz...

next is paper 3...
and i was shocked again...
its 36/40...
which i can say...quite good...

...and when i got my paper 2...
shocked agian...to see....my marks....
written in red and in the square where it is stated TOTAL...
it was 42...
and it was over 100%...
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my heart broke....
for the very 1st time i getting less then halve in paper 2...
and it is below average...
as u all know....
the total 4 all the papers is 190....
and we need to calculate it and round it to over 100%...

so i did...
and guess wat...
its 63....
+1 mark for my project...which is counted as a bonus...
but anyway...its still a C!!!!!

i remain silent for few minutes while my phy teacher go through the obj paper...
...not bothering about my paper 1 and 3...
i check back my paper 2...
....
things i don't expect to get incorrect is all wrong...
i think i did no mistakes....
only 1 or 2 i guess...
but mostly...
all my ans is not accepted....
and my teacher mark it all wrong...

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and while checking...
one of my friend called me...
he told me tat
he can bet me in my motor project...(5marks for best, 3 marks if it works, and 1 mark if there is a project)...
i got pist....cos my mood was totally out......
so i shouted at him...
and i said..
DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN!!!...
and i said it in front of many of my friends...

after a few sec...
i realize i was wrong...
i shouldn't have said tat...
i feel so sorry...
SRY TAN KIAN!...

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i continue checking my paper 2...
and i found many of my answers are worth debating to get some extra marks...
a few marks is good enuf for me to get and B...
but to reach an A...i need 20 marks....
which is...totally impossible to find...

still pist...
i js stayed in class and pay attention to my teacher...
after class...
my mood got better...
as it was time to test my motor project...

after many test....
it does not seem to work well
and when every1 left...
Tan kian and I stayed back for a few minutes to continue testing our project

and finally...
we did it...
my made a complete spin...
360 degrees at first...
but teacher did not see..
so not counted...
so when teacher came over to observe...
i tried again...
and it sin 5 times...
haha...
i was so hapi...
but i found out many things i can do to make it better...
so
i gave the chance to Tan Kian aka TK
TK model was must better cos it was tested a few times already...
after few modification...
he one..turns like a crazy toy:P...
it was fast...
but there were sparks...!!
mine was powerful...
cos of the many coils...
his was light...and can turn fast...
so....

lets see who will win..
but the credit goes to me for sure...
anyway...
ALL the BEST to the 2 of us:P...


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Tats all for today...
My mood is good now...
thx to the motor...
ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN THEIR PROJECT TOO!!